I am glad that you found us! Your situation right now seems very scary and stressful. We will do our best to understand your feelings and situation. Your feelings are valid and your situation is scary.
I do not have much experience with employers and how they handle employees that are very sick, but I am sure some of our members do! If anyone does have experience with that, please let us know! I am glad that you were able to start getting the healthcare that you need as well as get connected with a neurosuergon so quickly! Have you brought up any employment problems with them? They may be able to help in some way.
Please reach out if you need anything, either by private messaging me or jut by posting!