I don’t have any children. My dog is the closest I may ever get. And today she needed surgery. But my Chiari symptoms were so bad I couldn’t go with my sister to take her. The pain coupled with my frustration intensified everything causing me more pain, to loose balance and eventually get sick to my stomach.
I feel like a failure all the time now. I can barely care for myself and my family and puppy are suffering as a result. I just don’t know if I am strong enough to live like this with no end in sight.