Need some Serinity

The closer I get to surgery date the higher my anxiety seems to get. I was scheduled for June 14th but it got pushed back to June 21st. Crazy things go through my head like I need to update my life insurance and leaving letters for my kids in case something goes wrong. One thing I do to try to calm myself is to remember the Serenity prayer. Ironically my 1st granddaughter who was born exactly one month ago today was named Serinity (my daughter in law picked the name way before I even knew I had CM). I have not had the honor of meeting her yet because they live about 9 hours away & I haven't been able to make the trip. My son just called me and told me he will meet me in West Va this weekend which is much closer and an easier drive for me to make. I am estatic. God has answered my prayers and is giving me Serinity at least for a couple of days :)