Ugh! I am so overwhelmed right now. I have too many things to take care of and not enough time and I just want to shut down. The kids start back to school in a couple of days and I'm not ready. I don't even know which school the middle one is suppose to go to. I have to drive two of them and get them to two different schools at the same time. I have many papers to fill out and copies of things to get to teachers and I haven't even started. I have 3 kids with special needs. One is a screamer (autism) and 2 can't find their shoes (ADD). They all have therapies and the times are changing because of school. The therapist just told me today that the youngest one is worried that I'm going to die. The oldest one just got out of drug rehab 2 months ago and has already relapsed. My husband is a SAINT but is stressed out by his new job and now his car quit. The one with austism insists that he is going to ride his bike to school (crossing a major road and train track). My business partner just went on vacation and left me with 10,000 flowers to take care of.
I need to go to a Chiari clinic. My symptoms are getting worse. I need to have my eyes checked and the NL called and said that my shoulder MRI showed a mass and I need to see an orthopedic doctor. I have constant head pain and pressure. It feels like someone is trying to pop my head off like a dandelion. I keep faling down and I can't sleep at night. I have a paralysed vocal cord and start 6 months of speech therapy next week. My house is a mess, my kids are out of control and our finances are a disaster. (As my son is screaming...)
Sigh, well that puts it all in perspective! Just tell me that I can do this...