A warm welcome to Todd from Ben’s Friends! I’m sorry to hear about your experiences with Chiari - it sounds like it’s really making normal tasks that we often take for granted difficult. From your description of your job, it’s clear that you really enjoyed your work in agriculture, so it must be hard to give it all up because of chiari.
On the bright side, you’ve entered a forum with a tight knit community that likes to help eachother out whenever they can (Members and Moderators included).
On this forum you’ll find people that may be going through some things that you will be able to relate to, and because of that I encourage you to get involved in discussions! Please don’t hesitate to ask questions, comment on other threads or even message someone for a chat.
Once again, welcome to Ben’s Friends!