I'm so frustrated..
You know before I got my Chiari diagnosis everyone was so concerned about me, and understanding.. Mostly because they all thought I was going to end up having brain cancer (runs in the family) but since the Chiari was found, its like no one but my mom thinks its serious, or even cares that this is happening to me.. and its not necessarily that I want sympathy from anyone, I just want the important people to understand.. For instance my significant other.. He watches the pain I'm in, but honestly doesn't take any of it serious. He still expects me to go on his jobs when I'm not at my own job, and help him lift 70lb limbs , and throw them on trailers, he doesn't understand that I shouldn't be doing those things.. Not only that...
My first appointment with the NS was in early December of last year.. it is now February and I haven't went. We kept pushing it back each month because he refused to work with me on saving the money to go.. and honestly everytime I said something ; He would say " I hurt everyday, and I don't go to the doctor"
I know it seems like I'm just bashing my SO, but its not so much him, just being frustrated period because I still haven't seen the NS. My next set appointment is the 25th of this month, I was supposed to be finalizing all my insurance today, and just realized it won't be effective until next month. So once again I have to push it back :/
Sorry to vent.. but maybe someone here understands my frustration.
If your still reading this. Thank you for caring enough to listen to my bitching :-)